slightly unhappy and controlled by food
hello all, it's sam again.
i couldn't stay away for long.
currently in recovery.
please be willing to open your hearts to me again.
love you all<3
some days are better than others.
some days I starve.
some days I want to recover.
hw:138
cw:106.6
gw: in recovery
ugw: happy
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2011-11-17
Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders
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a rundown of last night
- we won second at state tapps competition
- i got home
- they sat diner in front of me
- i took me an hour to eat only half of it
- my dad said ‘we need to talk to you’
- and they told me i was being admitted to the 12 hour recovery program at children’s hospital in plano
- if they think i’m bad enough when i get there, they are going to start keeping me 24/7
- it’s 7am to 7pm, on weekends too
- they have no idea how long it’s going to last
- i’m going in at 1pm today to be admitted
(i’m scared as fuck right now)
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when i look/eat food now, it’s more of 50/50 like;
- half the time i want to gobble it all up
- half the time i want to barf just looking at it
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Source: halesyeah
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Source: nyan-nyan-girl
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i die. perfection<3
(via bleeding-to-live)
Source: weheartit.com
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(via slutsgonewild)
Source: karla-world
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(via beingnothing)
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(via anorexiccunt)
